i need to leave

i need to leave

or resolve these issues with myself.

or maybe

i just need to fucking leave. 

white-snow-red:

Everyone is the worst.

My past needs to stay in the past and not merge with my present. 

Just thinking about it makes me sick. 

“you can’t get away from it because it’s a part of you, but you’ll have to move on from it and you will.”

One of the problems is I’ve been denying that it’s actually a part of me, been denying that it even actually has happened. 

My lack of taking responsibility ends now. 

The other problem is literally getting away from it when it’s so fucking persistant, and when I’m home and there are reminders everywhere. 

I don’t think I can or should come back anymore after this summer. 

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